RANSVESTIA
and it took some traveling about to locate what I needed. Pur- chasing makeup was easy since most food stores had vast dis- plays of all kinds of cosmetics.
Still, after I had accumulated all those things which were so important to me, I did my crossdressing at home since I was afraid of being discovered. When I returned home each evening from a hard days work, I would shave and shower and don the clothing I loved to wear. One can hardly explain the wonderful sensation of nylon on smooth legs or the feel of nylon or other soft material on the body. Going to the closet to pick out a dress to wear during the next few hours completed my preparations. I couldn't help wonder if the real girls really appreciated their smooth, light and colorful clothing which they had at their dis- posal all the time. Of course, I neglected to mention that I would apply my makeup at the mirror to complete the transformation. I had already chosen a light brown wig for the evening at home.
Then it was off to the kitchen to prepare dinner as any other single, young lady would do. But after my meal and then sitting down to watch television for the evening, I found it rather lone- some-night after night of the same thing. I wondered how nice it would be to have a girl friend to share my life and be able to talk to her about my inner feelings about femininity.
Then one night I decided to do what I had wanted to do for such a long time -- that was to go out as Dianna. I had found that there was no law against my crossdressing if I minded my own business and did not break any laws. So that special evening came and, as usual, I shaved and showered, taking extra care this time not to nick myself. After a bath, soft powder and body lotion, I went to the bedroom to begin my transformation to Dianna. Everything had to be just right this evening so that I could ap- pear on the street as just another lady. I chose this time a white Merry Widow which would give me a trim waist and a full bust line. My panties were white with lace. A matching slip was smoothly fitted over my now feminine-looking body. I slipped pretty black hi-heeled shoes on my feet and very carefully ap- plied my makeup.
I then chose a black one-piece dress with sleeves. As it slipped over my body I really felt like a girl. I put on a dark
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